| | For about a month, I have been seeing this guy about once a week. In the beginning, I made it clear that I did not want a relationship and I wanted to be single and not date. As it happened, he fell for me anyway and pursued me. It slowly starting bothering me because I knew in my heart of hearts that I did not want any sort of relationship with this guy. I mean, I like him. He is a good person, but not the person for me. I still love Daryl and I am not completely over the relationship.
It was my fault for dragging it on so long, but it all ended today. I told him straight out how I felt and that right now all I wanted was friendship. Unfortunately, he likes me too much for friendship to be possible because he would always want more from me. The good news is that no bad feelings were felt, but the bad news is that I am out of a friendship. I am sad because despite the fact that I did not want to date him, I found a lot of good qualities in him that I admired from a friendship perspective.
A friend once asked why doing the right thing was so hard and I replied back that it was because it was just that, the right thing. I did the right thing today and stayed true to myself instead of trying to do something that I was not completely comfortable with. That has to count for something, right?
On another completely different note... Last night was fucking awesome! I went to Echoplex with Ariel, Jocy, and Victor. It was reggae night. I had never experienced reggae before and I had the most amazing time. I danced to reggae music for three straight hours last night. On top of that, guess who showed up for a surprise performance? Sean Paul! They kept announcing his name throughout the night, but everyone thought they were just joking. However, he really did show up and he performed a couple songs! His accent is way thicker than I had in mind and he was awesome. I cannot convey with words how awesome my night was last night. I had the best time! |
| | Posted 7/9/2009 9:36 PM - 18 Views - 4 eProps - 4 comments
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And I did do the right thing with him. I hope to chat with you later. Last night was fuckin' crazy for me.