| | Recently I have been a bit sad about Daryl. If I learned anything from our Japan trip, it's how the both of us has moved on and has not moved on. I am sad that Daryl moved on so quickly and has been in a relationship only a couple months after our break up. Some of it has to do with my love for Daryl while another part has to do with the fact that I have been in relationships for so long, but I could not give my heart to someone else right now.
I am having a hard time giving my time, mind, and some of my body to another person. I have to remind myself that I will not be getting into another relationship with this person whose name is Greg. I am too used to of getting into relationships with the people I date (Edgar, Julio, and Daryl), that I find myself in the mentality that we will get into a serious relationship. I have to remind myself that this is not the case. I do not want to get into another relationship at all. I am sad because Daryl has been able to do so, although I do see how that also conflicts him.
I am not implying that I want to get back with Daryl. I just have been thinking about all the things that made us great together and all the things that didn't make us so great. |
| | Posted 6/29/2009 7:19 AM - 25 Views - 4 eProps - 4 comments
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Right now I'm focusing on myself. We only started hanging out in the beginning of June, so it's only been one month. I see him about once a week. We'll see what happens, but all I know is that I want to be alone. Screw "we'll see what happens".
Come down to FL and visit me. :)