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Name: Mitsuye
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading, going on motorcycle rides up the coast or to Azusa (or anywhere!), swimming, gymnastics, body piercings, Ford Mustangs, Guild Wars, World of Warcraft...
Occupation: Accounting Assistant/Reception
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AIM:  Mistress0Shirley
Member Since:
10/4/2002
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| I got my hair cut professionally today!
For the past five years, my hair went all the way to bottom of my lower back, right before my butt started. (You can see how long it was in those Halloween pictures I posted up earlier this week.) During that time, I cut my hair by myself every six months or so. I would simply just part it in the middle and cut off two or three inches.
I got my hair cut at a place called Salon Xia in Pasadena as a favor to one of Echo's roommates. His roommate is a certified stylist and is currently looking for a job in a salon. Today was his interview at Salon Xia and I was his model. I basically gave him free reign over my hair.
"Just do whatever you think is best," I said.
He ended up cutting off nine inches and now my hair stops right past the bottom of my shoulder blades. I am not used to of the short length, but I do love the cut. My hair is way healthier and it falls nicely. The owner of the salon really liked his work. I hope he gets the job!
Isn't it silky smooth? 
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| I am getting new glasses! I really love the company, so I decided to get my frames from Bebe. I cannot wait until I receive them. 
Aren't they cute?
This last weekend felt really long for some reason. I divided my time between Echo, Trinh, and being at home to keep an eye on my mother, who is really sick at the moment. Echo is also sick, so we spent most of our time lounging around his place. The swine flu has been getting closer and closer to me. My uncle has it, my coworkers brother has it, and some other friends have it as well. When you really think about it, it's just another strain of influenza. I am wondering if my mother has it, but then again, a lot of people have been getting sick lately.
Echo and I are doing okay. We have fallen into a routine where it's a given that we see each other everyday. I like that. However, I also like the fact that I am okay with not seeing him everyday. I don't feel so clingy and dependent like I did in my previous relationship. I know it's hard for me to say that given that I do see him everyday, but I know I don't feel as reliant on a boyfriend-type figure as I used to.
Trinh and I have been hanging out as much as we can, although sometimes the somewhat long drive to her gets in the way. Despite that, we hang out at least once or twice a week. On Saturday, we went to a mall near her house and attended the Hello Kitty birthday party at the Sanrio store there. Trinh and I also played some games and won some cute prizes. I also got a Hello Kitty headband type thing and wore it around the mall while we were there.
I was finally able to schedule my CPA exam! Today, I scheduled all four parts of the exam, which I will take next year. The first part I am ready to take is not available until January 4, 2010, so that's when I will take it. Until then, I am going to study on my own and get ready for that part. | | |
| I was not planning on dressing up this year, but Edgar gave me the idea that I should be a mistress (dominatrix) for Halloween. That got the plan into motion and I went out Friday night and purchased a corset, fishnet stockings, and boots. This is the final product...
What do you think?
This is the first year that I dressed all skanky for Halloween. They always say that Halloween is the one night where a girl can dress all slutty without getting criticism. I never really paid too much attention to that rationale until this year. We all got to do it at least once.  | | |
| Well fuck me... The one thing I didn't want to happen has happened. I am attached. Don't get me wrong, I knew something like this could happen. It was inevitable. This notion of attachment has been creeping up on me for about a week or two, but I did not allow myself to really believe it until yesterday. I had not heard from him for better part of the day and I started getting worried or perhaps I missed him and wanted to hear from him.
Then I stopped myself... This is exactly what I used to do in my previous relationship. These emotions were way too familiar. In such instances, my method for unattaching myself is to remember how heartbroken I was with Daryl when he broke up with me. I also like to think about how it was before we even broke up... How insecure and paranoid I was or how selfish Daryl could be.
Trying to remember the hurtful past in order to distance myself from what is now presently can only work for so long. I am slowly starting to forget, or maybe get over, all the pain I endured. This passage of time, I suppose, is what is allowing me to become attached.
Then again, things have been going pretty well with us recently so it's hard to tell whether I would still be willing to walk away. Something tells me I will be able to, though. I fought so hard to keep my last relationship together, that I don't see the point in fighting for something that, at times, should not be fought for. I figure if a relationship is worth enough to two people, you won't have to fight for it. There will be hard times, but it should not have to get to the point where one person is fighting for something the other person has turned their back on (*ahem*). Screw that, right? It's just not worth it. | | |
| Have you ever woken up laughing? I did for the first time a few nights ago. I was sleeping over at Echo's house and dreaming of Matthew McConaughey. The dream was not even funny in the slightest, but for some reason I woke up laughing. And it was not my normal kind of laughter, it was a kind of unregulated, uninhibited jolly laughter. I realized what had happened and it made me laugh even more. My laughter woke Echo up and he was a little bewildered as to why I was laughing. He pulled me close and we went back to school sleep (Thanks, L). Ahh... It was hilarious.
I have been spending a lot of time with him, more than I ever did with Daryl towards the end of our relationship. It feels a little weird, yet comforting at the same time. I need to kick myself in the teeth because, although I am not seriously attached to this person, I am nevertheless getting attached. I know he really likes me a lot. He brings me around his family at times. I, on the other hand, actively seek to keep him and my family and friends separate. Right now, I just want to keep it that way. Echo mentioned a couple days ago that when spring break comes, we should go to Mexico for vacation because his parents have a house over there. I wonder if we will even be "together" then? Oh well. Fuck it. Come what may, right?
I barely got the payment coupon to pay for the CPA exam last Friday. I paid the fees right away and am waiting for NASBA to give me notice to schedule the exam. This application process, which I started at the beginning of July, is taking way longer than I ever anticipated. I am hoping I can take the Financial section of the exam this year and then focus on the other three portions next year. | | |
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